Turbulence and Order

[“A wind picked up, rattling the windows and the candle flames suddenly shifted, dancing along the border between turbulence and order.” -Jeannette Walls, The Glass Castle]



I am 24 and I live in Philadelphia.

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The important thing is not to be bitter over life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won’t be sunny and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it’s only in the black of night you see the stars, and those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes and stumble and fall, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for, maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long, and in the end, the journey is the destination. Coach Whitey - One Tree Hill

I want to spend my money on concert tickets, amusement parks, wine, home decor, DIY projects, and friends. 

I don’t want to spend my money on bills, food, pets, and other necessities.

Can’t have it all, I guess. 

Wants adding up to a Need.

I want to visit Lindsey in Miami, take weird drugs, and dance from 1am until 7am at Space. I want to visit Nicole in Baltimore, just for a change of scenery. I want to be trashy at the Jersey Shore. I want to be classy in Beverly Hills. I want a new job. I want to run more than 1 mile without stopping. I want to be able to afford dresses for the weddings I have to go to. I want to plan my wedding. I want to sleep. I want to collect wine. I want to buy more books. I want to live with my boyfriend. I want to discover my talent. I want to travel the globe. I want more salad, less chocolate. I want a husky puppy. I want to make more friends. I want to spend more time with friends. I want everyone else to not be so busy. I want to buy a house. I want to be finished paying off my car. I want my Dad to ask to see me more often. I want to live somewhere other than Pennsylvania. I want to dance more.  

I need a change. 

And sometimes when you’re on you’re really fucking on
And your friends they sing along and they love you
But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
You’ll fake it if you have to
And you’ll show up for work with a smile
Rilo Kiley
fuckyeahhuskys:

Blue”’ (by Christian (Weekends Only))

wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant

fuckyeahhuskys:

Blue”’ (by Christian (Weekends Only))

wantwantwantwantwantwantwantwant

loveyourchaos:

(by tuffi.)

grape vines <3

loveyourchaos:

(by tuffi.)

grape vines <3

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Easily the best Glee performance ever.


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